I had something amazing and
confusing happening for me today. And usually you’re the first one I talk to about these kinds of stuff, you’re the first name that pops into my head
when I need a consult about this kind of a matter, but today I just couldn’t.
You’re one of the biggest disappointments
in my life. I should be mad at myself for putting such high expectations on
you, but you allowed it. I’m mad at you. I’m mad and disappointed and sad. I’m
mad and I even feel more alone than I usually do, if that’s even possible.
